Turn Left Here

I am pretty sure I miss that light of my world already. And it only went out an hour ago. Or really the conversation started about three hours ago, but it was exhausting and bad and we are new and so I can't be certain what exactly went on but what I do know is that I am not the light in his life. And I don't blame him. But hell he swore up and down that he was the person. What a let down. Of course I lost more faith in the humanity of people and the goodness in me. But mostly I think I will miss him. He was kind of all encompassing tenderness.